SUDDEN DESOLATION

 

Have you ever felt the emptiness you carry when someone who isn't there,
And you thought at some point that they will be there for you because they said so,
Yet they left you when you are most vulnerable and low, 
However how can someone decide in the basis of what they see,
Because we see what we want to see, but no one knows,
What truth holds behind it,
somewhere in between you think you are hard to love,
you were the person who is not enough,
because the person made you feel that way,
And you made it through the end and think it's over until it all starting to appear,
You again start reminiscing the time you had been so happy and joyful,
And then you remember the time they made you feel like Bad influence,
Sometimes they made you feel about the bad thing they did you,
One day you will get over all of this once and for all,
Yet a tenderness in your heart still remains and,
Part of your heart still scared of being in that place again,
Because who know what in other mind?
I wish I could visit someone's mind and see what's happening,
Somewhere I don't how to pretend and Somehow I forgot who I am,
But yet I decide not to quit,
Because at the end you have to choose yourself over anyone,
Yet you though you weren't enough,
 We all deserve someone who keep us warm  after what made us burn like fire,
We miss what we had, but isn't the memories we hold not the person,
Somewhere we all think it is what it is,

So, What is it?

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